Just so you know....

Even if you're not wondering...
It's important that you know
I love you
I really do
I'm not trying to play with your emotions
Thats why I play it cool
I know that right now
I don't know what I am going to do
When it comes to having a relationship
Sometimes I'm excited and feel ready
And other days I just don't feel sure
And I just want to shut down
We are so close
And I care about your feelings
So much that even when I want to shutdown
I just don't
I try my best to share my feelings
That I don't even understand
I am confident that we can get past this
Just hold my hand
Don't give up on me
All I am really trying to say is that
My heart is in pieces
That are scattered
Stuck in the hands of this person and that
But I'm on a mission to collect all those pieces
Because I want to give them to you.


Written for: J.J.W
Written by: J.M.B

1/14/09