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Its killing me
This whole love thing
Is about to send me over the edge
You lied, cheated,never once
tried to consider my feelings
No not until it was too late
When my heart was already broken
Only a man will try to dry your tears
The minute you've stopped crying
When I was dying
And I couldn't stop the tears
from streaming down my face
You was nowhere to be found
But now you wants peace
I should just throw my feelings in a box
And make nice because its the right thing to do
Even as a child I never liked to play nice, so
Oh hell no
You're hurt, I'm hurt
Sadly we hurt each other
It's broken
I don't know how to fix it
Because I hate you
But I love you
I don't know how we even got here
How did we mess this up so bad
It used to be so AMAZING
Now it's just crazy


12:09 pm
11/16/2008
Written by JMB
For LB

I blame my stupid heart

Love is something I really don't want
Somehow it always finds me
And messes with my head
I blame my heart
For loving you and all the others that came before
I just don't understand
What we really need love for?
You know
Most times it isn't useful
It only cause problems
Pain and heartache
I blame my stupid heart
For falling in love with your eyes
We used to have a great time just talking and hanging out
But I guess those are the things people do when they fall in love
Well to be friends we had to do those same things
So I guess I should blame my stupid heart
For feeling all these stupid things
I blame all of those children's books that I read as a little girl
For making me think I had some knight in shining armor waiting
When really theres no one there
Just my stupid heart and its stupid feelings
That ruined my relationship with my best friend.


Love you M.D.F
11/2/2008

Always J.M.B

Thanks for making me a fighter!

Just a reminder
Come what may
Im still standing
All the people and things in life
that have tired to break me
And tear me down
have not succeeded
Im still standing
Still here
The most anyone
has succeeded in doing
is getting on my nerves
Sometimes I felt sad
Just a little tho
But im still standing
With tears in my eyes
Still standing....
With a broken heart
Still standing....
Damaged pride
Still standing....
Minus a couple friends
Still standing....
So don't waste your time trying to tear me down.
It won't work
You see my strength lies
In the hands of somebody bigger than you or I.


By: J.M.B
7:31 am
10/9/2008