It's all in my head

No I'm not in a daze

I didn't hear your question

Because I was just sitting back reflecting

About how I remember them days

When we were so happy

It was all so innocent back then

When we first held hands in the movie theatre

Times when we would go out and stay for hours

But when we got home we would still call each other later

Nothing specific to say

Listening to each other breathe

Exploring the very different worlds of you and me

Asking questions like "Hey if you had a daughter what would you call her?"

Back then I thought we had all the time in world

We never really made any solid plans but I thought because we held hands

That someday you would really give our love a chance

I thought we had so much time to get to know each other, to kiss and hold one another

I just knew that would day I would be the mother to your children

Someday I would get a ring and at our wedding you would sing

"So AMAZING to be loved"

You know like you did that night back in August

I never imagined all the heartbreak nights like that would cause us

I thought our wedding day I would get my last first kiss

Kind of like back on January 26,2007

A day I'll never forget

I waited my whole life for that moment

And now a year later I am sitting here lamenting on our love

Like the world mourned Pac and Biggie

Wishing and hoping all this is not real

And the pain that I feel will go away

You would come and wipe the tears

And stay with me for the next 100 years

Dec.6, 2007

By: Johnna M. Brown