Love Love vs. Friendship

Love Love vs Friendship

I don't really know if I love love you
But what I do know is that I love you
I love the way you are always there
To support me, to strengthen me
When I am afraid or feel like I can't go on
I don't know if I love love you like to be
Kissing and hugging you
But I love our conversations
The way you always seem to call just when I need to talk
And when I try to pretend like everything is alright
You notice and we talk about it until I truly am okay
I don't know if I love love you like drawing hearts around our names
But I do love the person that you are
The way you are open and honest even when it is difficult to be.
I love the way you are responsible for your actions
and acknowledge your wrongs
even when that is the path you choose to take.
Maybe I do love love you
but I'm not sure if I love love you
or I just love love our friendship.
But I do know that I will love you forever
even if we are never really in love love.

For: M.D.F
Always J.M.B
10/4/2008
8:14 am

Us and the pursuit of happiness

Us and the pursuit of happiness

So I wonder
If it was a mistake
When I said yes
You remember the first time
You asked me on a date
The pursuit of happiness
I believe it was
Since we split up
And went our separate ways
I don't really know
If true happiness knows me anymore
Since then I have spent so much money
Buying things trying to fills the void you left
In pursuit of the happiness I once felt
Shoes,purses,gadgets galore
It's crazy just can't recreate it
That amazing feeling
A touch, a kiss, a laugh from you brings
Or the feeling I got the first time
You told me I made you heart sing
I wonder if I should have said no that day
Would it have prevented me from feeling this way



10/1/2008

For L.B

Always
J.M.B